tired

upsetting dreams. that had me wanting it continue, but at the same time torturing myself in my sleep. sighs. torturous is the world alright.

deb. i'm really sorry i haven't been able to go out with you. after my prelims alright? i'm really behind in my work now. i'm sorry to all those i let down the past yr. that seems to be all i've been doing this yr anyway.

why do i sleep and still wake up tired. grumbles. my sleeping time's all whacked now. i sleep at 8am and wake up at like 3 or 4 pm. gee. how wonderful. hahaha, i'm just trying to finish everything i want to for prelims. gah. i really hope i can. online shopping's gonna be the bane of my prelims. but its become this stress-relief thingy. like if i don't get to check my shopping sites online, i get abit frazzled. this is insane.

sighs. off to this meaningless absorption of information -.-

the world has lost its gleam

: i don't want to say goodbye :: teddy thompson :